Rape my mind and destroy my feelings, don't tell me what to do

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Lyrics.

"Endlessly gazing in nocturnal prime
She spoke of her vices and broke the rhyme
But baffled herself with the final line
My promise is made but my heart is thine"-Opeth: Face of Melinda

"Our lust increased feeds desire
As we combust, yeah we on fire
I feel you shake so deep inside
O oh scream my name and hold me tight"-Type O Negative: Be My Druidess

"Misanthrope
Hater of all mankind
There is some hope
For those who own their mind"-Death: Misanthrope

"I could drag you to my chambers
and strip you naked in darkness
I could pull your fingernails out one by one
and rape you till you find no hope
I could rip your guts out
and let you watch me
sacrifice your unborn child
I could leave you to starve
and even bring you to total silence"-Dimmu Borgir: Tormentor of Christian Souls

"See they try to bring the hammer down
No damn chains can hold me to the ground
Life is for my own to live my own way"-Metallica: Escape

"Die, die, die my darling don't utter a single word
Die, die, die my darling just shut your pretty mouth
I'll be seeing you again
I'll be seeing you in hell
Don't cry to me oh baby
Your future's in an oblong box"-The Misfits: Die, Die My Darling

"Romantic in our tastes. We are without
excuse. We burn in our lust. We die in our
eyes and drown in our arms."-My Dying Bride: Sear Me MCMXCIII

"Never again
My tired eyes have seen enough
Of all your lies
My hate is blind"-At The Gates: Slaughter of the Soul

"Life is seen so cold and benign,
I don't want to be saved
I'm next in line to die"-Nevermore: Next In Line

"I want to crawl inside your soul
Nestle in your brain
Stand you on your head
Crouch you on all fours"-Danzig: Posession

"Breathe in the sky
Bleed out the night
Breathe sky just to bleed night; I can’t breath
I hold up my hands
I stare
And they are broken beyond all repair
The sun, the moon, the earth, and the rain
All you ever gave was pain
Without you, I am damned
Forsaken
Forgotten"-Divinity Destroyed: The Sun, The Moon, The Earth and The Rain.

"Teach me the tongue of fire
so that I may set the world ablaze
for it is cold
and this blindness can no longer give me shelter
teach me the tongue of fire
so that I may cry out loud my wrath
and my passion
or else my coil will blister and decay"-Emperor: The Tongue of Fire

"Walkin' into the fire
I'm trying to find my soul there
Can I ever feel the warmth?
I am in need
I hope they find me soon"-Hypocrisy: Paradox

"He sewed his eyes shut because he is afraid to see
he tries to tell me what I put inside of me
he's got the answers to ease my curiosity
he dreamed up a god and called it Christianity
your god is dead and no one cares
if there is a hell I will see you there"-NIN: Heresy

"You can't look at what you've made.
But you know I'm part of you.
I know you wish me dead and you want me gone.
But there's nothing you can do.
I am the one you fear, the one you fear."-Mortiis: Gibber

"Let's wake up the dead
Oh yeah
It's better that never you know
More tears are shed
Oh yeah
I'm praying that you'll never know
That I'm facing hell"-Ozzy: Facing Hell

"Love me forever,or not at all,
End of our tether, backs to the wall,
Give me your hand,
Don't you ever ask why,
Promise me nothing, live 'till we die"-Motorhead: Love Me Forever

"Imposing on the tribes of Europe
One faith built on lies and dreams
One religion so false
Always loose at every seam"-Bathory: Pax Vobiscum

"Soul
Mind
Fist

Soul
Mind
Fist"-Sepultura: Clenched Fist

"Expendable youths
Fighting for possession
Having control the principle obsession
Rivalry and retribution
Death the only solution

Inured soul lies on the ground
Head blown off face down
Lying in a pool of blood
An accidental death homicide"-Slayer: Expendable Youth

"So loooooong!
We wish you well.
You told us how you weren't afraid to die.
Well so looooooong.
Don't cryyyyy.
Or feel too down.
Not all martyrs see divinity.
But at least you tried. "-Tool: Eulogy

"Push them around,
A deer dance, invitation to peace,
War staring you in the face, dressed in black.
With a helmet, fierce,
Trained and appropriate for the malcontents,
For the disproportioned malcontents,
The little boy smiled, it'll all be well
The little boy smiled, it'll all be well"-System of a Down: Deer Dance

"De do do do, de da da da
Is all I want to say to you
De do do do, de da da da
Their innocence will pull me through
De do do do, de da da da
Is all I want to say to you
De do do do, de da da da
They're meaningless and all that's true"-The Police: De Do Do Do, De Da Da Da

"Only oblivion
And mankind..Destined to Perish..in Pain

An infernal contamination
Of sickness and pestilence
Of this flame chaos is bred
And through this flame it is spread
Chaos lies in its wake."-1349: Perished in Pain

"It's a crime - it is a crime to be innocent
In life - in this life and presence
All life - all life is indifferent
Now's when - when all's past and gone"-...And Oceans: Aphelion: Light Evanescence: Into Extinction

"Am I Wrong?
Have I Run Too Far To Get Home?
Am I Gone?
And Left You Here Alone
If I Would Could You?"-Alice In Chains: Would?

"La la la la la la la la la la la la
La la la, la la la la la la la la la la,
La la la, la la la la la la la la la la,
La la la, la la la la la la la la la la la,
La la la, la la, la la, la la
La la la, la la la la la la la la la la la,
La la la, la la la la la la la la la,
La la la, la la la la la la la la la la la,

What, have they done to its eyes?!
What, have they done to its eyes?!
What, have they done to its eyes?!"-Fantomas: Rosemary's Baby

"As I'm blissfully showered in blood
I shake with violent rapture as I gaze at my delicious feast
I cannot stop my salivation
my addiction to murder has peaked
kneel only to my sick fixations
a complete symphony of your screams"-The Black Dahlia Murder: Apex